This blog is not really focus on me, but this is for everyone! everyone who became part of me who's give me strength, courage, and inspiration
to struggle and continue this complicated life. Kua Anthony's whose featured in this blog is not just a friend or bestfriend but a brother to consider.
His not a model, an artist or anything.... but for me, his on the top for being a model, not on builboards, not on commercials but a top model in one's heart .
I always felt that his always be on my side all the time.
A lot of things for him to describe, but one a thing I can say, is you we're blessed if you will have him.
I am Anthony
...the kind of person who maybe slow in making decisions but always firm and ready to take the consequences of his actions.
...maybe i'm not that perfect but that doesn't mean that i did not take the effort to be the best.
...a creative type of person who always try to be unique but tend to blend himself with crowd.
...loves his family more than himself and anyone else.
I am a DREAMER..
...I'm always in pursuit of happiness. Only to realize that such "happiness" is not what I'm looking for.
...I'm always thinking that I'm doing it right.. Only to realize that the world does not recognize what is "right".
...I'm always dreaming that good things would last forever. Only to realize that they were not meant to be.
...I'm always afraid to face the reality. Only to realize that behind the harsh reality I would be able to find the rare hope
I am MYSTERIOUS..
There is so much inside of me for you to discover that I will not be able to put it all here. I'm more than that guy you see in the above photos. To make it more complicated, those pictures does not represent my totality. No words or sentences can fully describe me. Even what you are reading now does not reflect my real personality. I am deep. I am complex. I am unpredictable. You will never know me.
SIMPLIFY THE COMPLEXITIES OF LIFE AND FIND THE END OF THE RAINBOW IN ONE SUNNY DAY.
To DISCOVER my real purpose in life and to LEAD a meaningful life driven by that purpose.
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To SHARE my success with the people who matters to me and SEE those people grow and realize their dreams.
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To SHINE brightly like a star in the dark sky and FEEL the warm embrace of the clouds I love.
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I desire RESPECT.
To be able to show the world that we are not different. Just like anybody else we know how to love and we commit mistakes. Being one is not an option, but to show out is a choice. It's not easy to be one. It's not hiding yourself in pretension. To accept what you are and let other people know it despite all the odds is a great display of honesty. People often think that we are living in a world of illusion but the truth is we are only trying to be ourselves.
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I desire FREEDOM.
Freedom to express what I truly feel.
Freedom to move in a small world.
Freedom to create my own decision.
Freedom to live by my own rules.
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I desire REAL AFFECTION.
I would like to meet open-minded individuals who will accept me for who I am not who they want me to be. Looks may capture the eyes but it is the personality that captures the heart.
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And ABOVE ALL:
> I want to see my family and friends live happily and to be able to share my achievements to people who touches my life in one way or another.
> I want to know more about life and be able to understand it and all of its complexities.
> I would like get closer to God and lead a meaningful and colorful life with Him.
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"The journey is more important than the arrival"
Don't spend all your time focusing on your goals. Enjoy what happens to you along the way and give thanks to the people you meet, the places you visit, and the experiences you have.
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IN ORDER FOR YOU TO DISCOVER NEW OCEANS, YOU MUST HAVE COURAGE TO LOSE SIGHT OF THE SHORE.
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"The best things in life are free"
This might sound trite but none the less true. You can't buy friendship, health, and freedom. If you have them, cherish them.
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The best is yet to come...